I need some advice

I have had some really bad shit go on in the last few days. I am considering packing up and moving to LA to finally do something about my dream of working in the movie business in some capacity. I have reasons for staying and reasons for going. I need to talk to anyone about it, I can't figure out what to do. I know no one really reads this, but I thought I'd ask. If anyone with an outside perspective could talk to me that would be great.